This blog is delayed due to no time meanwhile. The practical test for the biz. forcasting went the way i expected. It was more of boring test spending for 2 hrs, almost sitting idle. My eyes were rolling round the lab searching for the solutions but as there is no happy ending for any movie, so are there the invigilators hunting for the culprits.
As i opened the excel sheet and kept it idle for 1/2 an hour, the cells were gazing gazing at me and cursing me "u assole do something.why did u woke me up from my day dreaming".
The most craziest thing done in the history of IBA is entering into the gals hostel by one of my friend's(bala). This was a complete shock.
Looking forward for a lively trip which would make me wipe off my disturbances(wat ever happening).
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
CRICKET > CAREER
hello friends,
After a long(actually only 3 days) exam sessions now im feeling little bit easy from all the hectic and heaps of syllabus to be completed in one night. even i don't have a vague idea about the our next exam(so called business forecasting), my forecasting says dat im gonna get a "U" unless and until some miracle happens tomorrow.
As far as cricket is concerned, i thought it to be more than a religion. A game for which everyone gets excited(mad) about. But i never thought it would be more important than one's career. The guy sitting beside me(rahul) was was too anxious that leaving his exam behind, he wanna know whether India won the test match or not. I think this is the heights of craziness if it comes to cricket.
Time to slide into some slides of biz. forecasting....BYE....
After a long(actually only 3 days) exam sessions now im feeling little bit easy from all the hectic and heaps of syllabus to be completed in one night. even i don't have a vague idea about the our next exam(so called business forecasting), my forecasting says dat im gonna get a "U" unless and until some miracle happens tomorrow.
As far as cricket is concerned, i thought it to be more than a religion. A game for which everyone gets excited(mad) about. But i never thought it would be more important than one's career. The guy sitting beside me(rahul) was was too anxious that leaving his exam behind, he wanna know whether India won the test match or not. I think this is the heights of craziness if it comes to cricket.
Time to slide into some slides of biz. forecasting....BYE....
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
FRAGMENTATION 2 REALIGN-TOO DIFFICULT
Wat's happening to me...why am i so lost...i cannot concentrate...i m not listening wat my buddies say even they sit beside me...why i wanna be out of dis world...why i wanna be aloof...its totally a situation which i never faced and hopefully should not face in future.
My mind is fragmented into minute pieces and each piece is like a huge mountain to me which actually is like a huge heap of dustbin accumulated at one place.for the first time since my college days tears rolled in my eyes and even now they are, just for no reason or its just that may be i cannot reveal it here. Numerous things are going on in my li'l mind which im not able to carry forward and restraining my forward movement. It's just like someone is constantly hitting a nail on my head with a big hammer.
I just want to set my mind free which is not at all happening through any means. May be i should cry out loud...louder enough to get rid off of all these unavoidable circumstances.
Don't know how will i perform in my coming end term exams which is very critical to my career. I have to realign my mind in a right direction which is very big task for me as of now.
My mind is fragmented into minute pieces and each piece is like a huge mountain to me which actually is like a huge heap of dustbin accumulated at one place.for the first time since my college days tears rolled in my eyes and even now they are, just for no reason or its just that may be i cannot reveal it here. Numerous things are going on in my li'l mind which im not able to carry forward and restraining my forward movement. It's just like someone is constantly hitting a nail on my head with a big hammer.
I just want to set my mind free which is not at all happening through any means. May be i should cry out loud...louder enough to get rid off of all these unavoidable circumstances.
Don't know how will i perform in my coming end term exams which is very critical to my career. I have to realign my mind in a right direction which is very big task for me as of now.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
RAINY EXPERIENCE
It was an amazing match. For the first time i played football and it was a fantabulous experience. It was a cloudy day, drizzling and played the match in rainy water safe gaurding my goal from my opponents.
I was watching a movie while my friends pushed me onto the field and i must say it to be one of my most memorable sport in my college life. Every one on the field was enjoying at the peak. The effort you put to forward in water is like pushing a bus from behind when it does'nt start.
Every one was shabby,drowned in water and the fight against each team was neck-to-neck and ready to fight for the ultimate victory. My friends appreciated me for my performance and i was glad.
Hope to look forward for such rainy sports which actually relaxes ur cerebrum and activates ur whole body system.
I was watching a movie while my friends pushed me onto the field and i must say it to be one of my most memorable sport in my college life. Every one on the field was enjoying at the peak. The effort you put to forward in water is like pushing a bus from behind when it does'nt start.
Every one was shabby,drowned in water and the fight against each team was neck-to-neck and ready to fight for the ultimate victory. My friends appreciated me for my performance and i was glad.
Hope to look forward for such rainy sports which actually relaxes ur cerebrum and activates ur whole body system.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Is this FAIR???
I was very desperate for writing dis blog leaving club presentation behind for two reasons...to express my feelings for my sister marriage and other to convey everyone that how hard it is to leave ur belonging at other place when you are emotionally attached to it/them.
Its very hard to find what is going on in my mind in this foreign language but it gives me a sense of pride and the height of disappointment after my sis marriage....pride because my role has been changed(bro-in-law)and responsibility even. Disappointment because my sis left me ,my house, my family and most importantly her most lovable pet 'Sniffy'. She has to be permitted to "VISIT" our place.
She is no more the same way she used to be...her priorities changed, she has become serious ,she has to get acclimatized to the unknown environment, and obviously she has become a grown up gal.
Why is this culture of taking her to bridegroom family...what about the love and care and the pampering of those parents on that gal since she is been on earth...everything is vanished within hours. Everything becomes good old memories of her to cherish.
Its very hard to find what is going on in my mind in this foreign language but it gives me a sense of pride and the height of disappointment after my sis marriage....pride because my role has been changed(bro-in-law)and responsibility even. Disappointment because my sis left me ,my house, my family and most importantly her most lovable pet 'Sniffy'. She has to be permitted to "VISIT" our place.
She is no more the same way she used to be...her priorities changed, she has become serious ,she has to get acclimatized to the unknown environment, and obviously she has become a grown up gal.
Why is this culture of taking her to bridegroom family...what about the love and care and the pampering of those parents on that gal since she is been on earth...everything is vanished within hours. Everything becomes good old memories of her to cherish.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Attached or Addicted
Thank you, Thank you,....
These were the only words i uttered after my friends handed over couple of gift packs...actually i was speechless.If i say thank you,that mean they are not my closest pals...but i had to say something.
I was deeply moved by the way my friends are inclined to me n my family.I LOVE them,deep love. I guess this an addiction -addicted to friends,friendship,their love.
I am very much excited for my sister marriage.It gives u an amazing feeling when someone grows infront of u and leaves you all of a sudden.Her entire identity changes from surname to place,people,surroundings and what not.
My only pray to god or my jija ji is-take care of my li'l sister.
These were the only words i uttered after my friends handed over couple of gift packs...actually i was speechless.If i say thank you,that mean they are not my closest pals...but i had to say something.
I was deeply moved by the way my friends are inclined to me n my family.I LOVE them,deep love. I guess this an addiction -addicted to friends,friendship,their love.
I am very much excited for my sister marriage.It gives u an amazing feeling when someone grows infront of u and leaves you all of a sudden.Her entire identity changes from surname to place,people,surroundings and what not.
My only pray to god or my jija ji is-take care of my li'l sister.
Friday, August 20, 2010
Sir....for wat
Laughing at myself after hearing something strange for which my ears are not at willing to hear at any point of time -"GOOD MORNING SIR" from my junior.
It gives a sense of pride when someone calls me sir but more than that its my deep regret and guilty feeling that WHAT I HAVE ACHEIVED for that 3 letter word.Moreover its a word associated to great personalities whose ordinary lives turned into extra ordinary. Im not fit for it.Im no way nearer to the word.
My understanding says that the respect should be earned butnot forced.
I wanted to spell out one more important change in me.Im back on track,not absolutely but steadily.Im able to concentrate lil bit but should improve alot on it.The reason to concentrate more is may be that im habituated to these problems/issues or found out other reasons for getting entertained my self.
It gives a sense of pride when someone calls me sir but more than that its my deep regret and guilty feeling that WHAT I HAVE ACHEIVED for that 3 letter word.Moreover its a word associated to great personalities whose ordinary lives turned into extra ordinary. Im not fit for it.Im no way nearer to the word.
My understanding says that the respect should be earned butnot forced.
I wanted to spell out one more important change in me.Im back on track,not absolutely but steadily.Im able to concentrate lil bit but should improve alot on it.The reason to concentrate more is may be that im habituated to these problems/issues or found out other reasons for getting entertained my self.
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